Tue
May
19
I’ve decided that I hope no one ever reads this that knows me, and I’ve been wondering if there is a way to make the stuff I write on here private, but oh well. :)
Today was halarious. I woke up at about 5 15, and wasn’t tired at all to my suprise. I decided to go back to sleep, to see if I WAS still tired, or if I were just too tired to notice, if that makes sense? But I fell asleep and did the same thing twice more until I finally got up at 5 30. Then I talked my Daddy into taking me to McDonalds for breakfast, which was amazing. Afterrr thatt, I went to my moms and got ready while waiting for Nick to get his ass to my house. I ended up finishing getting ready before he got there, so I went back to sleep until he did :)
He and I then walked to school, and I noticed it was the first time in our whole relationship that I could tell he was not listening to a word I was saying.
At school, I told everyone Hali is trying to get me jumped. I have no proof of it, nor have a heard it, but I still see it coming. Shes a ‘triple f’-fat fucking failure. (the fucking stands for the verb fucking-as in having sex, because shes a HUGEEE whoree !! ) Haha, but that bitch didn’t even come to school today..But neither did Danny, Anna, or Eric.
First period was boring…Kevin wasnt there :(. Second period I talked to Pauly and Kenzi the entire time, which was fun :). Third period…no one was there :( so it sucked, but I had nick’s iPod so it helped.
Sun
May
17
“ Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense.
Mark Overby
Soo, this is my first time writing on this thing, and I hope I’m doing it right :) I guess I’m just going to use this as a semi-daily journal…online edition. ;D
This weekend was pretty fun. Friday, after school I chilled with Rissa until she finished getting her nails done, and then we went to Dairy Queen. After that I went home, then to see Jason Lake, where he hit on me extensively; but, hey, that’s Jason for you. It just kind of sucks that I can’t hang out with him as just a friend, you know? but anyways, after that my Daddy picked me up..and I went home and cleaned for a little. Then walked to Target and hung out with Shea for a few hours…which was awesome. Then he dropped me off and I tried to sleep but ended up not being able to until 4 30 in the morning, because of my fucking restless leg !! :(
Saturday, I woke up and went to my mom’s house..found out my sister was missing..and went back to sleep ;) Then I woke up to Delaney’s brilliant face, which was great. Her and I then went swimming for like seven thousand hours, and I did not get tan AT ALL, which is depressing. ;D We pretty much just hung out after that and found random excuses to leave my house to smoke cigarettes. :) We watched ‘The Cat Returns’ and part of ‘Spirited Away.’ and drifted off to sleep around 1 00 am :)
Today was awesome. I woke up and went to church with delaney, then went back to my house and painted for about two hours, and then went to my dad’s house. I should be doing homework but instead I got on Myspace.com and posted a bullitin talking about how people change..and I wasn’t even reffering to anyone in general. I was just saying everyone changes! This fatass bitch who is supposed to be my friend wrote back thinking I was talking about her-and only her- (self-centered, I know) and all this shit. Ugh, it annoyed the shit out of me. And now Im just waiting for Shea to text me back so he can pick me up and I can go outtttt and smoke a cigarette, because I am all out. ;D
